disillusion

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

2 days left n i tell you..i'm be dead tired by then..but it's sth to look fwd to..at least it's end of mid years but not the end of everything yet..if u study hist, i tink u can infer from the way i'm typing that i'm not being the usual hyper me but a very very tired serene..

ok finally got the load of my back, tmr's just chinese and emaths and a whole afternoon of tuition and teasing miao..it's becoming a routine thing to point my thumb and smile..ok positive outlook of life, thumb's up :D what am i talking abt..seems too pooped to even correct myself and it's raining now and dampening my mood further..

ok good news.maybe i'm not gonna flunk geog mcq.becos everytime i ticum,i get very slow..at least there's a slim chance that i'm not gonna fail it at least..yawns..at the last min studying is rlly getting on my nerves, back and eyes..i can even see my eye bags popping out alr..and my memory's failing..either that or i'm becoming a lunatic...i wake up in the middle of the night switching off my mp3 when i'm supposed to switch that blardy alarm clocks..and my alarm clock ring tone can rlly get the ass out of the bed man..it's juz friggin loud and hyper when it's just 2 at night..maybe or i'm just too crazy to set my alarm at 2 in the middle when everyone's in dreamland and i'm waking up to know more abt hitler and stalin..and roosevelt..and churchill..i'll tell u..i'll murder them when i die and meet them..they're the cause of my misery learning abt them..and what five yr plans..like i care if it's 5 or 6 yr plans..it's just a plan..and to me plans are just plans..simple as tt..why must he add to my misery by having so many plans..sigh

tmr i'm dying at transformation..if i dun practise tonight but i'm simply too pooped to even open my eyes..for once i'm not even staring at my keyboard..just feeling the words out..

oh yes i came here to say sth..my bro is going to work in china for 1 yr..shall miss him loads..must he even go?sigh..at least i'll have 2 rooms now..ok the thing is that he's gonna take the camera away and he's not going to be at home on the last day of o levels to celebrate with me..and i'll have 1 less christmas present and burfday present..bawls..he better buy loads when he comes back..dunno wht kerlin can tahan lor..haha..going to get married next yr and he's coming back next yr..sigh..why can't he just quit this job..nvm tht he's some deputy to business manager which i dun even know what the shit he does..when u're down u curse alot,i realise..

bye.

i'm walking away
2:45 PM

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006